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It's still about puma

2012-01-13T21:13:00.004+08:00

Can't believe that I eventually internship for 2 months in Puma .. And it's ending like soon !! Wohoooo keep buying stuff because I know after this period of 45% .. I am not getting Thier stuff hahaha .. Okay fine ..

2012 should be better .. Should be a growth .. Like personal development .. From childish stage to hopefully maturity or so call adulthood .. About life and career .. Really wanna make a different .. Yeah ...

I lose a lot weight ..

i think i am like piece of paper..

what u think?

so i took my own picture

so i could compare in future...

like i was that THIN ..

cant decide on whether RED or BLACK

so i bought both !!

thanks for 45% if not it would be 100 ringgit for this stupid cap

dont waste money!!!

eh i am not acting cute LA ...

chinese new year coming soon ...

still have a lot stuff to buy

can u imagine all my slipper KOYAK

and spoiled

i am a shoeless kid !!

u know what is POKAI?
okay a friend of MINE!!
he told me.. this shoe NOT NICE!! yes he said NOT NICE
and guess what he told me today "eh u dint buy a? actually very nice.. but too bad... u din buy.."
and guess what... A prostitute bought that shoe!!

Christmas !!

2011-12-25T01:23:00.001+08:00

Yea it's Christmas day now !! Haha how do u celebrate ? I celebrate eve with my bestie and things was fun because we spend So much times taking pictures together and yeah .. Jz fun ..

Although a bit ruined by a fucking bitch .but whatever man .. A butch is forever a bitch .. Eh why I still talking about a fking bitch ..

Well tomorrow might be going celebrate with relatives .. But yeah

To da bitch

2011-12-25T01:19:00.001+08:00

Why do I even create a post to write about a bitch ..

Yes it's enough .. Why a bitch is a bitch .. Because no words can show how bitch is a bitch .. I shall not ruin my Christmas blogging about a bitch .. Like seriously ...

Because a bitch just a bitch yea u

Puma event

2011-12-18T17:54:00.002+08:00

Yeah I attended puma event .. And it was okay .. Thanks Chloe for accompanying me .. Hehe

do i lose weight? =)

Eh one week before

2011-12-18T16:14:00.003+08:00

Eh I buy my iPhone case .. And I like it banyak banyak .. And I think I am crazy becauE .. It's not very cheap okay .. And all my cases all cost more than 100 .. I am crazy yea crazy .. But I like it so so much .. Hehehe

So what would I like to share ..

"Actually I am more willing to go to school than work .. I have a feeling I wont skip much class next Sem .. When I see ppl go summer school I feel so wa jealous ya ..

Working is okay but studying definitely more fun because we are the boss . And u can seem many many ppl around .. And they willin to talk to u .. And mayb I studied at a spoil brat school .. And every morning during class u can see ppl playing with Thier bb , iPhone , galaxy and all kind of smart phones .. I guess everyone wanna act smart that's why ..

And ppl around dress nice and u can really see many pretty people around .. Hahaa not pork chop or Aunty "

I wrote this few days ago while waiting for the cab .. Well studying is really diff from working .. Or mayb I studied in a good environment with brats .. Tahrs why ..

But again .. I emphasis that .. I am not a princess or so call spoiled brat .. Hope ppl would understand how much I would likely to change to be a better person .. So just feel free to guide me

corner for what i feel

sometimes i think some kind of argument dont even will exist if this happen to other ppl. its like stop acting like a child.. and argue over things that arent important at all.. why do i even behave like this when i am not even someone like that.. seriously its enough ... maybe i would be better off.. nt maybe.. its definately..

i felt so tired over all this shit.. and i guess its time to sum it out.. LIKE ENOUGH

Christmas near

2011-12-03T13:59:00.002+08:00

Christmas is around the corner

And I will be celebrating my Christmas in sunway because

I started my internship

It's really tough for me

Because I don't have own transport and

I am damn broke right now

What I done

I do all those purchase order

And get to know more of a whole process of purchasing stuff in setting up for the retail store

Even when to stockcount I'm the warehouse two days ago

Felt so piss and even curse the person in charge so so many times

But I din skip it .. I went for 2 days without skipping

Okay at the very lease I haven give up

Yesterday was kinda fun because it's trade show and I get to see how those sales uncle try to sell product to the dealers

It's something more than what a normal promoter can do

Okay so what I think ?

U must make it fun and lively so ppl or dealer would only purchase it

Make sense?

Next week will be going to store setup

In one Utama

Hope it wont be too hard and hope nth too much to be done

Hope everything would be easy for me

Good thing about the store setup is ..

Finally I have Fren to work with me

Kj will be joining for the store setup

Hmm... Will. Be able to last my internship for three months..?

I really doubt it

And I am really broke..

Anyone wanna loan me money?

how are you, jeanee

2011-11-28T19:10:00.003+08:00

It had been a tough week for me
because my new ipad spoil..
yes u might be wondering
what the hell
all ur emo .. all ur sadness just because of ur ipad spoiled?

not exactly..
but just maybe its somehow linked
i thought with my new ipad
i wont be so lonely
and i have things to play
okay fine
so how working in puma
hmm it was okay
and i sorta learn stuff there
like how to open PO , calls and so on
hope i could really handle it

and
people (people that care about me)
will be asking me
or dont dare to ask me
"how are u"
hmm i might not able to answer u HOW am i
because i dont wanna people to worry about me
but ur "how are u"
makes me really touch
and i shall really be a happier person

someone (actually many people and me myself) said my smile is nice
i shall not act emo
hmm ya i know right
and my mum was like "u got very cheerful fb picture"
but why all ur status like so sad..
emo
and makes whole world (actually my friendlist) know that u are so sad
people could track u easily
HMM who cares anyway
okay fine

well i shall react like how i should be
based on my so call background, and things that i learn
and shall not make it like everyday is doom day
days with thunderstorm and so on

someone said... negative people attracts negetive elements
so i shall be more positive

anyway i think its good to list down your problems
and write down all the possibility
and u might realised that
omg my problems can be so easy
why shall i worry about life?
and everything happens for a reason
and celebrate life

for those who really tak tahan and wanna know hows my "life"
well... things are getting clear..
i know theres gap...
and i have my lines
if ya offlimit.. across line?
886 =)

One utama - esprit

2011-11-22T14:24:00.002+08:00

Yes My aiden.. hahahaa
i work esprit on last weekend
and i meet aiden AGain
and he is so so cute
LOVE hahahahahahaa
i am not a pedo
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Chloe
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and they serve starbucks.. which is the best thing ever
=)

Hereby i share some story

晚上公猪总为母猪放哨，生怕主人将母猪宰了，日子飞逝,母猪变胖.它听见主人商量要把母猪杀了卖掉.自那天公猪性情大变，主人送来食物它抢着吃，吃完就睡并要母猪守夜.母猪很失望.主人发现母猪没剩几斤了,而公猪油光发亮，终于屠户把公猪拖走。那一刻，公猪笑着对母猪说“以后少吃点”

小狗对小猫说：你猜猜我的口袋里有几块糖？小猫说：猜对了你给我吃吗？小狗点点头：嗯，猜对了两块都给你！小猫咽了咽口水说：我猜五块！然后，小狗笑着把糖放到小猫手里，说：我还欠你三块。——这不是低智商的笑话，而是，因为爱你，所以允许了你的小贪心

老鼠被猫写给她的情书感动决定嫁给猫，结果却被猫吃掉，临死前猫得意地说：“小样，这么容易上当”。老鼠捏着猫写给她的情书，无比凄凉地笑道：“在我收到你情书的那一刻，我就料到会是这样的结局，但我不愿相信这样的事实”。爱何尝不是明知道别人说的是假话，却宁愿相信是真的。

story that i think very touching =)

Mum's Birthday

2011-11-15T19:47:00.002+08:00

We celebrate mum birthday at Melaka..

and yeah...

with cousins from singapore

we stay at mahkota

dad showing muscle..

hmm strategy right..

by covering his stomach..

hehehe smart him

but anyway i saw muscle guy

quite cute? =p

(i am not pedo !!)

why do i need to mention about this

and dimsum breakfast with SATU kampung

Hereby i show some picture i took in Melaka

i was born in this awesome place

and...

also be pretty here...

dont misunderstand

i mean i put my braces in Melaka..

weird right..

you might be wondering

"eh u from johor right?"
why go melaka so often??

okay Melaka has better hospital i guess

although monash medical study intern in my hometown

but we just go Melaka because its just TOO awesome

Love it

I just feel different about this place everytime i visit

Fight strong

2011-11-02T22:23:00.002+08:00

Yo ...
what we hate the most is fall asick during exam?
its not very cool to take mc and skip exam
because this sounds like a loser
and i did it twice
although i really feel like doing it again
because my exam is like really back to back
which issomething sucksss

this afternoon i was studying on my bed
and i fall asleep
the more i sleep i feel like throwing out
maybe of the STRONG smell of chicken rice in my room
yes i am disgusting
i eat in my room
and the smellusually stays
hmmm

so i feel like puking
feel very dizzy
and i immediately go eat icecream
HMMM
whats wrong with me? haha i think i need something sweet
so yeah
aafter eating
i stand at the balcony while reading notes
u know fresh air matter
but still dont feel comfortable
BUT hey wanna sick also next week
so i can take MC!!
stupid body
anyway

so i just dont care
and went to eat laksa just now
and i was so hungry and finish MY FOOD
omg
recently i can finish my food
and feel not very full
maybe exam stress
makes people eat more ..
hMM i really wonder
haha i dont wanna be a pork chop again
porkchop jean wont returns okay?
=)

anyway now my stomach feel upset...
HMMM fight strong
study hard while we can make change hahahahaaa

My psychotic friend

2011-10-31T17:26:00.003+08:00

Hereby I intro u my fren

his name is Ray the orange bear

he is having serious disorder

ALL kind of disorder

Look at his CUTE yet ugly face.....

he is having eating disorder..

he used to think he is very fat

and disatisfied with his own body shape... =(

and he even purging...

other than that,

he is having anxiety disorder

that he get panic over exam which is like

satu biji of orange?

oKAY ... people always say..

eh thats as easy as kacang

jz piece of cake

okay just to match my dear friend's personality

exam is jz like one biji of orange (ONE orange)

My dear friend, Ray the orange bear also having personality disorder

where he is like Narcissistic personality disorder

always think he is super duper ultimately cute

and the meanwhile

he is also having dissociative personality disorder

he used to have seperate identity ..

and sometimes he thought he is tom the muscular cat

because not being treated well

he even transform into schzipheria

OMG!!!

he has hallusination

and feel everyone looking at him

everyone talking bad about him

OKAY u know the psycho one is me right

ya crazy...

stupid psychology

so many disorder

and ray just my bestie

i always use him as example

RAY is having so and so.. so ray is dignosis as

xxx disorder..

poor RAY

Eh what kind of ppl I am

2011-10-30T16:51:00.002+08:00

I am lost again .. I jz watch a video about ppl wedding and I think I am lost again .. Why I dont have friend like this .. Good or bad
What kind of friend I have ??
Good or bad that I have stable friend that are in middle high class ? That are concern about every action whether will affect personality and pride
Friends that are care about whether if I do this what ppl will think about me

Once upon a time .. Haha actually it's last month or someday while I was viewing video of someone I treated as rival or so call competitor .. Hmm no .. It's jz someone that I concern ab her existing ... And a friend of mine pass by and view together .. Her reaction was ... " wa why this person so 38" this sentence lead me into deep thought .. Yeah why would I even care about someone that really diff from who I am .. (i think i am not 38.. hehe)

Last year .. I was equally care ab someone existence .. And my ex roommate was like " this person ? And blabla bla .." yes ppl in my world is really diff from those ..

So what's the description of ppl that exist in my life ? K I am lost

Hopefully I am not someone that u think is lala , ahlian or maybe 38 .

Thanks for reading to something that I dont think u can comprehend.=)

Super random again - Internship I am coming

2011-10-27T16:27:00.004+08:00

So yeah i realise since i got my sinful IP...
i rarely really blog properly
and whats in my mind
hows my life?
what i doing recently?
busy with what?
who i hate, who i love recently?
what movie i watched?
and so on..

well i will spend some time in writing this blog ..
althought i know people wont really read my blog as i am unknown
unknown and unknown
well =) i dont care
just to note down something for self memory..
like i can refer back
what happen in that month =)

so yeahh
exam is like REAL soon
and i do study but
NOT driving veryfar
lagging here n theree
here i post my picture while wanna start studying LOLLL

i knoww
i looks OLD?
yes pattern really BANYAK and
not really study hard YET!!
but my table really untidy
look at it...

coke, colourpencil, comb, phone.. mouse? oreo?
okay so u know how "hard" i studied....

Actually i wanna talk about internship
recently i been busy sending my resume to various company hoping i got an internship
and
PEOPLE do rescruit me
but i rejected MOST of them
because
location too far- i cant really go there
and i dont wanna spend time and money on travelling
so i hit for company that around me
please wish me luck
hope i really get "X" company =)
pleasee pleasee PLEASEEEEEEE

and whats my experience in interviewing
- what makes u proud of urself? i asked my friends and (people that study or grow in same environment as me)
studying in monash makes us different
like more outstand than those local uni because ranking? not too bad and so on?
thats what i think too
because by studying in "MOST" expensive university in the country makes us thought that we are SO MUCH BETTER THAN others

but this is so wrong
"someone"
told me "yr univeristy with people like U or yr friends .. spoiled our expectation on u all ... never really serious in working and all u know is to ENJOY LIFE because ur parent will backup for u"
hmm harsh but kind of true..

he gave me an example like

Monday- haiz sian need to work .. not enough sleep..
Tues- thinking what to do tomorrow.. but can OT geh...
Wed- OT? no way today movie night .. watch movie cheaper wey.. and BR!! BR!! pink!! i can buy one free one..
Thur- sure go clubbing la.. tired working whole week
Fri- need to meet my bf! of coursee. never see my darling for so long ad.. sure movie, dinner, and etc...
Sat- omg so happen my long lost friend just back from UK.. very very close u knowwww... like really close last time
Sunday- CANNOT WORK la obviously.. its weekEND boss!! need breakfast with my parent.. go yuncha.. then.. shopping a bit.. yumcha with friend !!

<< is that what really happen ?

and always got excuses liek
"my hamster sick. i am so sad" "my hanster dead i amso sad.. cannot work" take MC!
"my bf quarrel with me whole night.. i dint sleep well. cried so much" take MC!

WELLL this might happen to people around me.. i admit i grow or i am also one of those SPOIL kid.. but
HEY PLEASE
NOT EVERYONE!!!

YES .. give chances so we could impress u!! =)

My weekend - justin and hans

2011-10-24T13:08:00.002+08:00

Went Caktim concert on Saturday with Chloe at Sunway Lagoon Surf Beach!!!!
=)
it was better than expected
because he is RANDOM and
crazy i guesss

YES.. one of the concert crew own this car...

HMMM
this is new model i guess...
not sure about it

So I went relative birthday dinner yesterday(Sunday) at the garden the Hans ...

It was okay and the best part is ... I bought a jeans and one working skirt .. Omg omg I so happy because my Levi's jeans is just 90++ after discount .. But it's a bit tight ... Nvm

After a while it will be lose I guess .. Hehhehehehhehe

Exam coming again

2011-10-19T00:18:00.001+08:00

Yeah exam comin again which is something sad for me .. Don't really know what to blog about .. Anyway this week seems the most packed week ever ... 2 assignments and six online test ... Sad like hell wey .. And unknown number of interview to determine shall I stay in Sunway for my holidays ..

Reasons why I shall stay in Sunway ..
Anyway I will graduate soon and might leave this place .. But I wanna experience some kind of working experience before entering to the working environment .. And wanna know what's the trend and culture working environment here because I might go other place for working .. Hehehehee because kl is too dangerous for cuties like me .. Okay that's joking ..

Anyway I went to various interview and few company gonna employ me but my dream company haven reply me yet ... Plapls take me ... Hehehee
Plspls take me ... Why would I choose internship instead of normal working which definitely can earn more than enough ... Because .. I wanna gain experience ..

Hmmm mayb I shall back to work .. Bf finish my abnormal assignment

Food again

2011-10-13T19:05:00.001+08:00

Sad enough that food that I eat are almost same .. Hmm what a sad life I have ... =( depress wey

my weekend with Esprit and Aiden

2011-10-10T16:28:00.004+08:00

so many ppl take picture of this car

but i think i can onlyb afford this =(

THE most important kid..

HAHAHA we are so obssess about him

yes i mean WE..

as in me, chloe, miki

even photographer

think he ultimately cute

So whats the story?

- i worked as flyer giver this weekend

at midvalley MEGA MALLLL (mimic that DJ)

hahahaa yes

giving out lollipop and flyers

Indifferent

2011-10-02T15:33:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I think I changed to a better me .. Like more realistic .. Good or bad that I think there's no fairy tales and no castle for me .. I have to build my own

Anyway I think I looks diff in this angle .. What u think keke

Sem break went home

2011-10-02T14:45:00.001+08:00

Sadly today is the last day of Sem break .. I went hone few days ago and was sorta tight schedule .. My aunt still in hospital countdowning life and .. Everyone went to see her .. So much love right ... They drive there everyday .. Take turns la .. Because I have quite a huge family .. That's why ... Hehe

And I guess because of her .. My grandma can't really elaborate her grand birthday .. Yeah every year super grand .. Lol because she is 90 something that's why .. Every year sorta grand ..

So what I done at home .. Nothing much .. O yeah I change a spec .. Nicer ? Hehehee
Me n my mum

And went to pray the ninth emperor .. And tool the yellow string .. I tied on my cute bear .. Hehe my mum was like .. "why he need to be baoyou???"
Well it match Kay .. Hehe

Lastly Sem break ends means .. Exam coming soon .. Hey exam why u keep coming ?? Huh

Question to myself

2011-09-22T01:20:00.001+08:00

Everytime everyday I am asking myself the same question .. Am I this epic fail .. Am I somebody that failing in life and still thought that she is actually doing great ..
Am I that ugly till make ppl disappointed while looking at me ..
Am I someone that would not even able to achieve goal in life
Am I someone who are good in nothing but still thought she is good enough
Am I someone who are really stupid and not funny and acting cute and lame and ppl think I am a joke
I really don't know .. Anyone would tell me answer that I am actually that fail .. That worthless .. That my existence is only a tragedy to the world ? Pls come to me .. Assure me that I am worthless .. That u don't even treasure my existence ..

You might b saying why u care so much .. Yes I care a lot .. I wanna b better but I am like no way to be better because I don't have room for improvement ? I am epicly fail and shall just terminate myself ?
Pls tell me ..

Pls tell me whats life about ... What's the meaning of life for a failure product .. Am I a rejected stock by factory ? Shall I sell myself in FOS (factory outlet store ) .. Give myself a sign "rejected stock.. Pls bring me home ?"

Food post

2011-09-20T13:32:00.001+08:00

Yeah this is just a random food post .. Hereby I share some food that I took in recently .. Heheh
-went Starbucks to camp
-delicious with Chloe .. That cake thanks ya
- Godiva 21 bucks drink .. So expensive right ... Jason bought it .. NOT me .. Hehe I am not spoiled kid
-midnight laksa at damansara before heading to genting at 4am
-sushi zenmai September roll
-delicious's cafe (pyramid) carbonara
-mooncakes from taitong .. Okla I know mooncake festival over jor

Ya someone said my life only eat sleep play .. Mana Ada ... Now I proceed to assignments ... Hehe yeah assignment

On my AWESOME birthday

2011-09-16T12:26:00.002+08:00

Yeah my birthday hehehehee

What I do ? Went Tonyromas for dinner n yeah that's all hahahha
Okay la so old ad ...

hahaha

so what i wanna share....

the year of 21 is really a year that have great impact on me

no matter on whatever elements

i just learn more about life

well i start to get expose to world that far from my expectation and also...

dream land.. now i seems far from my lala land and getting more "used" to the harsh world

EH i am not emo okay

HEHEH i guess its better that people get more realistic without living in those disney world..

a world that happily ever after and dont need to work, dont need to eat, dont need to sleep

everyday birds singing

every evening have rainbow

hahaha

The awesome birthday - my uncle's

2011-09-13T21:15:00.005+08:00

Yeah my favourite uncle's birthday just 2 days from my birthday which is 7 September..

so my conclusion is

awesome ppl's birthday usually at 1-9 September.. LOLLLLLLLLLLL

dont ask me why...

If you really wanna know u could ask me in person

LOL

So we went for dinner to celebrate my uncle's birthday

and we took lots picture of ourself instead of the birthday boy =)

with cousins

with my mum

and guess what

on 7/9/2011

so happen is my chinese birthday too...

so they bought me a cake.. HEHEHE

LOVE YA!!!

september LOVE

2011-09-04T13:38:00.002+08:00

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so thats picture for my Saturday...

went zenmai..

and order this hokaido egg thingy

hmm HAHAHA 7.90

okay la.. not too bad

and bought my panda biscuit. bought 2 boxes.. and who knows... no plastic bag day... damn it

so i open 2 boxes and pour into my bag..

and i looks like a santa ....

the funny part is.. i so worry that people might steal it

usually i dont lock my bag... i never worry pickpocket will take my phones or wallet..

but now

i worry people steal my biscuit..

HAHAHAHa

omg...thats weird....

eh seems quite boring post... but nvm just feel like updating =) HEHEHE

my day coming soon

sem break coming soon

september end soon

and semester end soon too

older and older....

but nearer to achieve my life goal and start a NEW life.. hahahahaha

lastly enjoy one of my favourite song

RayaDeka

2011-08-31T16:14:00.003+08:00

It's national day !! Woot woot ... What shall I do today ? Continue camp at home ? Or go take a look at the grand sale ... Maybe I can grab nice thing ... So tired now feeling continue sleeping .. Slept at four yesterday night ... played tetris battle and I am improving =)

You might be wondering . . So many days break.. Why are u still in Sunway .. U suppose to go home right.. Shall spend ur holidays with parent ! Erm erm becauE sadly I have class in between .. And assignment due soon which is Friday .. And I m still slacking here.. But i guess 700words of background should not b a problem ..

o yeah i just finish watching the Mr HongKong 2011

its okay .. and i guess girls as judges is sort of unfair because the winner is one cuttie that dun really speak well. i guess they shall change the trend to choose someone that can do better...

as in all rounder instead of someone cute that looks like korean but cant really talk..

hahaha

although his smile is melting me too =)

hahahahaa

Selamat hari Raya and Happy NationalＤａｙ!!!

I love Aug Sept

2011-08-27T14:32:00.002+08:00

Do I ever mention that I rly like august n September very very much ? Seems to be the best 2 months in a whole year ..
So you maybe wondering why I Luke august and September so much ...

First of all there will no be exam on august n september ...

Secondly when I still a high school kid , out school usually have holidays in September ..

Thirdly , august is the month of national day for Malaysia ... I am such patriotic person and love my country so much Kay... Hahah actually becaus there will be grand merdeka sales.. That's why right ?? Hehe .. Other than that, during august which is independent month.. Everywhere will be hanging the national flag .. and lights.. It really makes ppl happy.. (dun think negatively la .. If u wanna have that hatred like omg that's my money !! They spend on ugly deco!!!)

4thly, hehe it's Ramadan months.. Which means .. They will be having the puasa pasar .. Imagine pasar malam only once per month .. But during ramadan they will b having this market for everyday ... Nice right .. Can buy oneone... Cendol .. Keropok... Fried chicken ... (hungry ad =( sad man)

5thly, food fest !!! Usually during Ramadan .., they will be having cheap combo promotion for food ... Super deal !!! Nice and cheap .. And Ramadan buffet is awesome max!!!

6thly, as we know Malaysia is a multi cultural country .. And their puasa sometimes will kick with our ... Chinese ghost month ... And what so great about hungry ghost festival?? It's nice because in some place , they will be having the praying event to feed the hungry ghost.. So lots ahbeng and ahlian will wear their poto shirt out.. Sometimes they will use this great opportunity to date people .. Yes use this as dating .. Because when theres lots ppl , u can hold hands .. Hahah okay that's for ahlian n ahbeng .. My mum usually lock me at home .. Sad for me ..

7th, there will be lots of firework during august n September because those event Iistef above ... National day and govn will come out some fund for firework parade .. And some rich Chinese will put firework in order to celebrate that hg festival ...

8th , after the ghost month .. It's moon cake festival !!!! Yes ... What I like most about mooncake festival is not that mooncake .. But the lantern burning activity ... Hehe ... And I love lighting candles ... It makes me happy ... And burning lantern always the end of story ... And there's mooncake ... I like greentea and sweet potato mooncake !!! Weird right but I think it's better than the original roasted mooncake ..

9th ... One most most important day ever happen in history ...my birthday!!! September 9 !!! Most awesome day in the whole year ..

Okay now u know why I like august n september so much !!! =)

Hearts

Pew send from phone

2011-08-25T00:45:00.001+08:00

Yes this is my first email post with pic hehhehee
So what's up .. Recently full of class replacement n I start to hate holidays .. How hardworking right ? Hehhe I know .. Do for very public holiday we have this class replacement ..
And the lec always choose weird timing .. Hate it .. He or she don't have a life but guess what .. We hv life wey ... Ishh hate class replacement when attendance is compulsory ..

And din really watch movie recently ... Can't wait for overheard n Conan .. Which is showing Tomorrow ..

What else to share .. As usual I maintain my lifeless jeanee .. And start to play new game namely tetris battle in fb.. It's damn fun Kay.. Only smart ppl manage to score .. Hehe

Not only pictures okay?

2011-08-19T12:43:00.005+08:00

i miss eating greentea icecream wey... GREENTEA icecream
i miss u so so so much!!!!!!!!!!
just back from yoga class
and i took picture of my lovely condo
and i am having dillema which is better
so just upload them
=)

first of all,

this is most natural .. as in closer to original colour

this one sorta vintage...

looks like those poster kind

and lastly this one

very "weheartit" or "leilockheart"

like it anyway

170811

2011-08-17T21:49:00.004+08:00

guess who is coming???? SMUFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i downloaded that game in my ip and also facebook

lets see my ip farm..

and this is my fb farm..

dont worry

i am a good digital farmer..

so HEHEHEEE

will make it a happening place soon

start playing today

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and

Chatime open 2nd outlets in pyramid!!!

OMG right

when chatime1 open at pyramid

i told my friend

go get a franchise and open another side of pyramid

and my friend was like

u thought starbucks meh

its different

no one would do that

and .......................

its open ad...

in front of kim gary!!! OMG

just a bubble tea store okay

as u know i am such emo person

and thats my thought =(
found this yesterday

what i wrote for last year

and

hmmm HMMM

i just dont know what to say right now....

things do change

i know i abandon my blog

2011-08-16T10:50:00.005+08:00

and these are the photos that i took last week =)

basically i bought mooncake

-durian

-and sweet potato
and recently so broke so i always eat at home =(
My favourite drink

althought i sorta broke

but i never save on drinks =)

abnormal vs normal

2011-08-07T19:13:00.006+08:00

Hi ... i realized that i can write more when i just woke up or maybe before exam or assignment.. seems have more to share

more thoughts

so yeah few days ago

theres discussion between normality and abnormality..

so how to define abnormal

i guess the way to define abnormal which is vary from cultural and social

and behave somekind of out of track as compare with the norm

like someone behave differently based on the cultural and social

which theres no real line to define normal and abnormal

but i think theres a "normal-abnormal " meter for it

this leads me to deep thought about crazy and normal

imagine if someone kill few hundred people ... u would think he is crazy

but what if a bunch of people few thousands people

you would think that is terrorism

imagine. .. if someone believe in something not scientifically prove for existence.. he is crazy

but if millions of people believe in something not scientifically prove for existence.. this is religion

and this lead me into deep thought about abnormality

sei mou.. just the first 2 week of my abnormal psychology class

and i start to think so much

this effect makes my toilet looks so

VINTAGE.. LOLLLLLLLLLL

and dirty

scary

ant etc...

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Finally

2011-08-06T19:22:00.003+08:00

i mean FINALLY i bought my ip =)

HEHE

lomolomo is sort of cool

and was thinking shall i jailbreak?????

and i downloaded more than 20 apps of Special effect on photos..so ... my blog will be full of pictures instead of words.. =) hehehee

this post to be continue

2011-08-04T18:03:00.002+08:00

for those who realized i suddenly slim down a lot

last time

now

i dint eat any slimming pills

i dint skip any meals

got slim down?? =)good or bad?

bad i think because i sked i will be an a4 soon

because i din skip meal

and so on

quite worry actually

and today!!

is qixi!! =) the chinese valentines day!!

what is means to me？ just that gigiolo and the fairy crazy night together

hahahahahaaaaaa

birth certificate is an apology letter from the condom factory. :) << read this in fb.. and it make sense somehow.. a facebook friend of mine wrote this on his birthday ... quite cute

nth to share ad.. maybe continue later

who cares what title i put

2011-07-31T18:54:00.004+08:00

i think i am really random to the max

guess what i realised

few days ago when i was waiting at the clinic.. i was wondering

why cats are so annoying and most people loves dogs over cat

and i realise that since young those media show cats as something

they eat mouse, birds, fish and so on

for example

but dogs are human's best friend

and they just eat "cute" bones

make sense?

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kay back to something more serious

like series that i watch...

city hunter...

i really like the police n the uncle

i dont like lmh becausee...

i think he drag the movie a lot

remember i said i wanna learn how to make up

so i watch few videos and i was like OH like this.. Simple la

then i went into the bath room

and i stare at the mirror for so long

"where to start" FMl right??

and i spend most of my days

figuring "oh this guy is in this movie!"

guess what i realised

The gandalf in Lord of the Ring is that megneto in (x-men) - Ian McKellen
The elrond in lord of the Rind= The Vendeta = the megatron = Redhead monster in Captain America - Hugo Weaving

cut down

2011-07-29T13:08:00.002+08:00

my destop bar damn cool right!! nice icons!!!!

went polymer clay yesterday

and its not for kids only kay

i think i am sorta talented .. HEHEHEHEHEH

look at my work =)

for the first week of class

i broke my self promise not to skip class

and i took taxi to class which is something bad!!!

OMG!!

and stupid taxi driver over charged me as well..

so i am so not gonna take taxi if possible

i will try

and shall cut down on starbucks + chatime

imagine

one week 4 chatime + 1 starbucks + 3 taxi would cost me about 50 ringgit << damn

so if i cut them down.. i could do something more meaningful

make sense???

damn expensive .. now i know where all my money goes...

imagine.. if i cut down my chatime ... and taxi

i could pay for my digi plan =) RIGHT??

no taxi
no chatime
no starbuck

for one week.. =)

i will

2011-07-25T15:34:00.005+08:00

you could never imagine where i took this picture!!!

i went church yesterday with jack n eman

and it was okay =)

and finally i know why i am so lost as always

becauseee

idont have much passion in life

and dont really have passion in things

no matter what

recently something sad happen

and it really shock me to the max

still cant recover from feeling weird

but i will try my very best to walk out from the mist

i WILL get my passion in life.. WILL know what i really want !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WILL do the right thing!!!!!!!!!!

uni started.. but thanks god i dont have tut this week

so i have 2 days class

but sadly next week

i would have to wake up so early on thur n fri..

are u kidding me??

8am class?

never have 8 am class for N years

and finally u are back

ish i Hate u to the max

Anyway ... i WILL go class !!!

i WILL never skip classs!!!

YES!!!!!!!!!!!

do i mention that recently i have this crush on pasta??

YES like sudden crush =)

i had few pasta in a week

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lastly i wanna buy iphone!!!!!!!!!!1

but what stopping me?

if i buy will i regret

when would ip5 coming out
will it be too expensive and i cant afford it.. (no money to eat for the rest of the month?)
its a 2 year contract .. will i regret.. where would i be after i grad

but NO!!! i will buy!!!!!!!!!!! i WILLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i WILLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=(

2011-07-22T21:28:00.003+08:00

"blogging is a fucking lame thing..

i wont blog again!!!!!!!!!!!! "

this is what i thought when i get really piss off with the statement " people blog , u also blog"

hey please i am not a copy cat

because i am much better than that okay....

i blog since 12.. and it become a habit for me to jot down my days

and i have bad memory... i usually view my old post to recall what happen

my blog might not be interesting

its not about LUXURY life

its not about HOW PRETTY I THOUGHT I AM

its not about HOW MY TEACHER BULLY ME

its not about HOW SUCKS IS PEOPLE AROUND ME

at the very least i appreciate my life

and things around me

okay back to my lame life...

i went ikea today

DINT TAKE PIC ABOUT FOOD ... SORRY

ikea food is so normal okay.. no biggie

DINT TAKE PIC ABOUT THINGS THERE

its just normal... not ultimately cool

anyway i almost bought a snake from ikea

cute and cheap enough

anyway i bought

cheap pillow =)

just for fun... because somehow i am someone that feel sorta unsecure not having pillow to hug or blanket...

OKAY my blog is boring so what ... SO WHAT..

My mum says ...

2011-07-14T18:54:00.005+08:00

My mum says ......

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parents have different perception to thier lovely kids

either think they are super adorable or they are super naughty

theres few extreme case

someone i know since really long ago..

the mum keep saying that her son super not hardworking, and dont study well

and dont study hard.. everyday GAME GAME GAME GAME

and just tell everything negative about her own son

like how naughty, how disobedient

but the truth is ... they are just okay, as in really kind

to the elderly and young

=) and caring to girls... (they are my cousins.. thats why i know)

and okay la not to say very smart.. but as compare with some act smart and thought they are doing very well ...

my cousins are doing okay

another person that i know quite long ago

the mother keep praise he is so well.. smart, hardworking, kind, SUPER awesome

and so on

but the truth might not be so so excellent

and i wonder what happen

maybe this is the standard

who knows right

what about my mum?

everytime she met people ..

she will say "my daughter super fierce, and spoiled and lazy "

which is not VERY true.. hehehehehehehee

for people that know me since primary school might very agree to her

because i might be a bad kid

but for most people that know me since college would think

hmm not very true.. bleks..

because people do change right?

when i was young..

now i am not the girl i was before

i study harder.. =) 3 more units to go to complete my so call Bachelor of Arts(Psychology and Marketing) minor Journalism...
i am more independent.. like wont complain being alone =) can go hospital, malls, railwaystation, airports, and can go to a lonely place ALONE .. all these is not a big deal !!
i do my housework... like do regular cleaning (although din do really well..) , i can make some simple food and drinks
i buy my own stuff. although u might say "aiya u using yr parents money ALSO.. " but its a bit different as i din demand more to buy whatever i want.. i save the monthly pocket money, CNY angpow, and buy my own stuff like (phone, itouch, my laptop) ALL i save my own money OKAY!!

conclusion i am not a princess anymore ... =)

what about your mum? what your mum say about you?

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p/s my childhood picture dont looks good right.. thats purposely my mum said if we keep all ugly photo.. then you can feel better when u grew up to be a swan =) i dont mind to be an ugly duckling when i was young

eat, play & sleep

2011-07-13T22:00:00.005+08:00

今天我心血来潮♥

要用华语♥
一早和朋友去吃肉骨茶♥
蛮好得回忆♥

我们居然那么闲空♥
730就下Klang♥
不过蛮好吃的♥

我觉得这样写很白痴♥
哈哈我好像智障♥
好像很无聊♥
好啦我应该回到原本♥

okay ... back to the EMO , and girl that loves to think A lot

after i get my result .. i am sort of like get crazy and enjoy myself

by messing my room and going out sorta celebrate

went for a bbq at glenmarie, lunch zenmai, transformers again, then dinner at ss15, snowflakes,

bakkutteh at klang, chatime pyramid, watch mr popperpenguin, starbucks

and finally i cook my own dinner just now

shall feel damn glad right because i ate my favourite zenmai, drink starbucks, chatime, eat snowflakes in 24 hours..HEHEHE but just kekurangan icecream!! but its the same!!!

Just tidy my rooom and UNPack my stuff

YES i haven really unpack.... just on my own laptop, plug in my harddisk, and so on..

i realised monash can really manipulate my days and nights

good for u!! remember i love you, so u must love me too =)

just wanna graduate as soon as possible

chat a lot with chloe because we spend like 9 hours together

talk ab .. life, love, studies, past, gossips and SO on...

wanna try this out.. looks so cute right...

but if i just go and buy a glove to make this..

sounds stupid right..

maybe i should just try other alternative way ..

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actually i am quite yellow.

u know what i mean? HEHE

shall sleep earlier tonight.. hopefully tomorrow can wake after 11am...

heheheeeee

weee

2011-07-10T23:04:00.004+08:00

i guess i should update my blog righttt =)

YES

i pass all my subjects and i am happy to the max!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

weeweee weeeweeee

and i back to sunway ... place where i can download, pps, facebook gamess =)

continue NO lifeing..

and i watch a movie yesterday on pps

hmmmm damn nice...

u might be thinking

-eh why this jeanee so childish

-eh thailand movie also watch

-eh high school story

but its really good.. worth your time when u are holidaying

and the girl become so pretty !!!!

Must watch okay? =)

just a day 709

2011-07-09T21:25:00.006+08:00

evil like hell. this message had been shown since yesterday

makes me scare like hell because according to OUR so call experience

once they show this page, the result will be out SOOn

like real

soon i really dont know how man

i feel so unloved

i think most malaysian know whats happen today 709 rally!!!

i guess today means really a lot to whole malaysia

UNITE!

anyway i really not feeling good today

feel

disappointed
sad
sick
worry
scare
angry
annoyed ..

Just dont feel good..

and how they lied!!!

good actor we have

i guess they have an actor dream

homeeeee

2011-07-08T13:43:00.003+08:00

As I mention my home internet connection speed is REALLY sad.. Snail speed of internet.. However my sunway room connection likes human walking speed. =) anyway 20mb seems the best u can get in Malaysia. But I guess there’s room for improvements ..

So whats up AGAIN? Exam result will be release soon. And pls pls pls just wanna pass. Such low aim... yeah man I am that kind of girl that having low aim.. just aiming pass for most of the stuff in my life .. I just wanna be an average person, not a person that center of attention. OMG just pass okay? =)

Recently quite many people got sick , and hopefully they will recover soon =) imagine theres so many people out there fighting to live and I cant give up on myself on any failure.. make sense? YES!!

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There was something funny happen at home. My mum sorta argue with my dad. And I keep my neutral stand by singing my own song instead of helping any side. And guess what my mum say “ I am so gonna stand aside and laugh at u when your dad scold u in public. “ HOW revengeful !!!! ish … so I change a song lyrics today for my mum..

I keep repeating this song, and she seems get used to it .. and TERsing this song yesterday night.. LOLL i laugh like hell ... and she was like “ops.. why am i singing my own song"

Here i share 2 of my favourite coming HOme song =) awesomeeeeee

lastly

my mum's friend say i am skinnier.. serious? good or bad?

she say 1/2 of me.. and smaller size.. ISH

preference

2011-07-04T00:27:00.008+08:00

yo pew the weather damn hot recently

or i am too lucky to keep stay in aircon room/indoor when i am back in sunway

i wonder the only hot and huminated place is the canopy walk ..

and i shall stop complaining

i think i mentioned that i really like kevjumba alot and his dad!!

papa jumba is so so funny

look at what he posted

== omg he is so so so so so so funny =)

a guess some of us often complain that ah being at home is so boring, internet so slow, mosquito so many, and NOTHing to do

but then we been HOME for past 17 years.. and we are happy with it. Now we start to complain about all those. maybe i am that kind no life people just like kevjumba and dont have much friends back in hometown.. thats why we think A new place seems way cooler because we found people that understand us

as for me, i guess i change the way i behave.. from being an ultimately annoying princess to an sort of annoying normal girl =)

thats why i like my new life studying in my uni.. my college.. i have friends.. that understand how i feel, how i think and will accept me for who i am

before that my mum was sort of worry that i cant adapt myself in new environment when i first come to Sunway

but unbelievable i can adapt myself VERY well

and being independent enough in lots thing that they never expect

u might think that .. she adapt it so much because its a private college with spoiled kids.. she sure cant adapt if its a public college.. HMM quite true .. i do admit... i found people that have similar cultural, background as how i bought up.. and i found the CLICK.. hey this post is not about HOW i click!! =)

conclusion, i guess kev enjoy himself very much with new friends.. such as ryan higa? hahahaaa

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so hows my day? i dont remember what i done. just remember that i am so full ... and i think i am turning cheap!! as in more control in spending my money because i wanna buy iphone!!! yes iphone!!!!!! i dont really spend much in drinking.. like yumcha..

Teas- i wont order Jasmine tea, green tea or any tea because i think i can make it better ..
Milo-i can make Milo better than any normal shop !!
Green tea latte- and my green tea latte is better than chatime, but lose starbucks =)
juice- is a BIG no for ordering because i guess they are not fresh unless i am there and see how they make it
Chinese tea- i have better Chinese tea at home with whatever flavor !!
bali n herbal tea- i think they damn con money because barli and herbal tea cost really cheap and they are earning a lot
bubble tea- because as we know ... bubble tea cant really consume.. because theres issues with the powder!! and save money to buy chatime or cupabon .. taste better and safer
carbonated drinks- i am not a fans of coke or 100plus.. thats why .. i wont really order them unless ... my friend ordered and i just COPY the order

so in conclusion, the only drinkable thing is .... ... deng deng dengg..... soya bean, yinyang, coffee because i dont know how to make it =) and the price is OKAY!!

my parent was like.. “so choosy.. never see u make for us also.. "

hahaha ... anyway i am learning how to make soy greentea.. it might sounds disguising to u all. but the new soyagreentea from Starbucks is damn nice..

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my new addicted game

YES .. flight tycoon !!

quite nice... and the special part is the goddamn oil price will increase.. so purchase it while the price drops!!

due to the pathetic internet speed available at home, i dint really play my monopoly millionaire and my cityville .. =( but its alright as i have other things to do

and shall think ab LIFE again .. haha its the appropiate time to think about life instead of spend time thinking about life when uni started or busy with assignment/exam..

if i have nth to write in next post.. i will show my facebook game result

XOXO,

jeaneetan

melaka

2011-07-02T21:08:00.002+08:00

dad fetch meback yesterday

and we went klang to take something from my aunt.. WOHOOO

my cousin Qian bought new car

nissan GTR

damn awesome righttt

OMGGGG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

seriously OMGGG!!!! so now he has nissan gtr, nissan fairlady,rx8 .. the total of all these car can buy Ferrari ad.. right???

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today i went melaka for my last injection...

injection at butt damn pain okay

sobsss

and we went jonker street for the awesome chicken rice...

和记

damn awesomeeeee!!!!!!

and super long que...

but thanks god we manage to get in!!!

without queing so long =) hehehehehehe i feel bad also ....my dad just cut the que

ahhh

and we just walked around those street

this shop is so cute right

like they use those bottle to put thier drink =)

HEHEH

and i bought the super super awesome popiah!!! its the best popiah i ever tried

not kidding!!

super awesome but super long que also

sort of piss off for waiting so long under the sun!!!

ISHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Melaka is a place where an awesome people was born

her name jeanee

hahahaa yes i was born in Melaka

a hospital nearby those AWESOME food

and i put my braces there too

=) hahahaaa

result coming out.. emo ==

movie for the week - xmen, transformer, super8

2011-07-01T13:47:00.004+08:00

just feel like updating my blog before i go home

because as i mention before home connection is sucks to the max

like u can never never imagine how sucks is the internet at home

and i will back sunway around 10 july? fml right

dont ask whats the reason for making me back so soon =) hahahaha

so i went to watch 2 consider awesome max movie which is Xmen:first class and also transformer3 AND super 8

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lets start with xmen ...

xmen firstclass was so awesome.. maybe its like the young version of erik and charles .. the friendship and bond between them makes me think its so awesome.. i sort of like the guy in the movie which is alex (the one in the jail and have power somthing from stomach) .. yes and my friend chloe is obsess about him =) like awww so hot

yes he is so hot

he is the guy from taylor swift song "you belongs to me"

what i think about xmen 1stclass:

its awesome without wolverine .. hahaha yes and raven is cuter in this movie.. and i dont like the CSI or u call it FBI anyway just the police women .. she is so stupid.. as in she shot magneto? and tranfered to charles ..thats why professor x is handicap ... ARGGGGG!!!!!!!!

so i downloaded the whole xmen movie which consist x1, x2, x3 and origin of wolverine

x1 is mostly about how magneto wanna use rogue to make human mutants

x2 is mostly about how the bad guy catch magneto and professor x .. so mutants fight the bad guy .. NIce because they show alot about the mutant school on how they fight =) i like

x3 is mostly about how government make mutants human.. by giving "help out" and the mutants say " do we looks like we need helps? " woo awesome

and i dont like wolverine so i dint really watch origin of wolverine

Transformer!!!!!

just a big craze about transformer.. its like satu malaysia crazy about it

so i went cinema last night

and amazingly its pack with all kind of people.. usually the pyramid cinema is only packed with students

and yesterday all races, all ages... lining up to watch transformers

and buy the bottle.. i din get to buy because the queue was really LONG!!!

sei kiasu

the movie was JUST okay

i would prefer megan fox more .. and sam seems not needed in the Trans3

because he do absolutely nothing ... erm nothing much !!!

the new girl at the very least do something!!

as my psych tutor said "the new chick is better.. she manage to alter the fate of the planet by psychologically altering a robot's line of thinking from wanting to kill Prime to wanting to the kill the Sentinal Dude with the word "Bitch""

yeah !! the best thing is the HUMAN and the cars!!!

optimus prime is so fake when suddenly he turns so strong !! ish!!!!

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‎""Transformers Jokes"" :
Who is transformer's sister?
~Transistor.

Who are transformer's mum and dad?
~Transparent.

What is transformer's gender?
~Transexual.

Which transformer wears tights?
Transvestite.

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lastly Super 8

its just a bunch of super busy body kids ..

and joelamb is so cute =)

holidays

2011-06-26T22:47:00.005+08:00

today my mood - 8/10 (if dont include moment flashing about you)

i finish my greentea ice cream!!!

what it means?

no more greentea icecream @!! okay that lame

and i got my banana bag!!!

althought its not branded

but not cheap kay..

wanna know how much?

just go google it..

then u know

i wonder isit worth it

but just ahh use bah =) Love it so much!! should i buy other colour?? since its so adorable!!

damn nice okay

umight not know how to appreciate it

but its an enviroment friendly bag

and have a birkin drawing there

gonna get a hermes birkin bag when i am rich ... YES when i am rich .. 2 years from now?

hahah omg am i that poor.. but i think luxury goods are not really needed

only purchase when its just like a cup of tea to you !!

i wont save lunch money, stave like hungry ghost to purchase stuff that beyond my budget =(

just a poor student kay

love itt
caring packing right!!!! =)

and its original

say No to fake

i dont care do i bought the fake one

but I PAY the original price kay!!!!!!!!!!!

=) hahahaha

so hows life about

i wonder should i write a list on what should i do this sem break

okay here i go

-watch movies (as i usually do)
-finish one series (whats nice? any recommendation?)
-redesign my blog (just changed my banner.. i love it so so much kay.. haha i dont know what background i should put)
-learn to cook 1 dish =)
-go yoga class or anyclass to fight on!!!
-learn how to make up (are u kidding? yes i realised i need make up if not i looks like shit .. HAHHA but i dont know howww)
-write more significant post ( yes will work hard)
-spend time figure out what i really want in life
-GET a free chattime =) by finishing 10 stamps.. just redeemed one cup and 7more stamps for next free drink!!! so i might just be cheap and ask people give me stamps right
-save money !!! iphone iphone i want u !!!

and finally i think i should really spend time thinking about myself

about acutally i am better .. yes better

perception

2011-06-25T22:22:00.004+08:00

welll well this post will be about perception =)

by looking at this picture.. what would you think?

a doctor looking rabbit?

it looks like a doctor .. an innocent and kind doctor

but what u think when u look at this photo below?

a trendy rabbit and looks like those "gossip" rabbit that lives in the Upper East Side of Manhattan? hahaha

love this t-shirt so much

from MNG ...

you might be thinking
"omg exam drives jeanee crazy.. she been talking about her stupid rabbit tshirt !!!"

well well its all about perception

and whatever in my mind right now

always read stuff about "life is so much simplier" if u were a kid

YES !!! few years ago , a girl posted something like 'she dont wanna grow up"

and i was 15 .. so i told my friend what a stupid girl...

and now i understand what she feel

growing up isnt that fun when world getting complicated

and at some point i just wanna be that simple and innocent girl that being protected instead of being a warrior that fight for a better life

fighting isnt fun.. peace is so much better

actually i wanted to bitch about someone but i decided not to because this seems childish to complain about someone i never met before in blog

so just let it go

dont let my life rolling around random people

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lastly will u think i am stupid if i find this 2 picture funny?

ITS funny and racist in a way right =)

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA

after exam

2011-06-24T17:56:00.003+08:00

One sem is over and how many more i left

kind of worry for this sem
really dont wanna fail any

yeah man FML seriously one class everyday

like 2 hours everyday

so need to walk all the way there

and come back after 2 hour

seriously what kind of class i have

sometimes i really hope 2012 really come

so i dont need to face the burden and stress in life

no matter after next year it seems to be a big steps for me to pass through

i really dont know

so world pls end =)

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should have a real theme on every post instead of being so random and just dump everything here.

exam makes me stay at home more

and staying at home more i learn to make my own breakfast and snacks.. sometimes lunch la

i can cook macaroni and cheeseee ... and also mushroom pasta .. =)

u might be thinking isnt it SAME?

oh hell yes

anyway it taste damn nice .. (self praise)

and i finish it all

for those people that EVER have meal with u

u all might know that i always cant finish my f0ood

and guess what i can finish my self cook macaroni and cheesee

what it prove?? =) u tau i tau

as usual i act super cheap after exam

before exam , i have tons of movies, series and so on calling me

seducing me

and now

i feel so bored

YES it seems movie isnt that attractive, series seems boring

and those funny jokes seems lame

and i woke up earlier now and sleep later.. i wonder why

during exam period i am like sleep around 1am .. wake up after 10am

YES super a lot sleep as compare with those SERIOUS warrior.

instead of being good kid

2011-06-20T17:33:00.005+08:00

this is my first picture wearing Monash University T-shirt..

its branded shirt kay..

u need to pay like 13k to get this t-shirt free

eh wrong.. u need to go to the orientation.. and after than u only allowed to get this t0shirt free

theres no free stuff in monash

=) well i am not studying wellknown uni so.. stop talking about the EVIL "monash" that makes us suffer like hell

so instead of battling at home

i went out

went to putrajaya

putrajaya is really VERY nice

unbelievable nice bridge on the way to putrajaya

dint really shoot much photos because my friend was driving and i cant take too many picture

well i just back from genting

crazy ME.. yes crazy ME!!!

my parent went there also but they go back on yesterday itself

and i stay with my friends

and i feel bad for sharing a consider big room with my friend

while others need to cramp in small rooms

ahh never mind la.. actually we suffer too

suffer from being scare

guess what i heard while sleeping

DOG bark!! yes not kidding DOG bark at firstworld 21st floor

wth.. isit possible

scarry shit!

and i feel holiday soon.. OMG haven finish exam i smell holiday?

craps...

well i will disappear and reappear after wed

see ya

fragile

2011-06-14T14:45:00.003+08:00

so its about exam right now..

and i am back to reality which is back to sunway where i must start battle for the next paper

yes back to reality..

those who knows me well knows that i am an emotional person

where i get hyper and emo easily

just base on what happen around me

my emotional can just be driven by tiny things that happen around me

because i just care too much about people around me

sometimes i wonder does it really matters to me

but i will still stubbornly behave that way

and i watch 2 movie yesterday and today .. namely "New York, I love you" and "He is just not that into you"

Both movie inspire me in certain element..

2011 i realised i changed.. maybe big impact happen and this totally change how i used to behave

change the way i look at things

change the way i perceive things

change the way i love and hate

and change my thought of believing my world is a wonderland

i do cry a lot this year, more than i ever for the past 21 years

i wonder what makes me such a weak person

i become unsecure about things happening around me

and affraid that next second i might lose them

and i dont wanna see a psychologist because its quite akward that i haven graduate in majoring that and YET become a patient

from the movie "he is just not into you"

i reliased that people around us always make me feel good by giving lots of excuse to make us BELIEVE in miracles.. or maybe they know that reality is too harsh for us

but at the same time, living in a fantasy world wont make us expose to what we should be

being over protected just make us over fragile ...

hey people i am fragile.. dont hurt me.. Handle with care =)

after one paper

2011-06-12T17:06:00.002+08:00

so whats up recently..

i finish my dev n biological psych paper

like finally

all i want is to pass

yes to pass and to pass

and hows my paper?

24 question comfirm, 40 question agak agak.. the rest tikam

just wanna pass this paper

and i am at johor now

my next paper is 22 so still have come time to slack

and will back for next battle soon

so what i done this few days?

i taught my mum how to use facebook

created a facebook for me and teach her how to use

hopefully she will know how even i am not around

now she is sort of facebook hardcore.. hopefully when i back sunway

she will be manage to even OPEN the facebook page

some of my friends always claim that their parent stalk them

and theres no privacy

i worry this might happen to me too

but then i have nothing to hide

nothing to hide from anyone

i am me =) i dont lie, dont cheat

hahaha okay today's dad birthday

ohhhwooooowoooooo

the way i am

2011-06-06T22:53:00.004+08:00

this week update...

yes finally i collected ALMOST all of the coke can bottle

and i am really loving it =)

love love love

its not easy to collect all

first of all u need to eat mcD a lot

and u can buy from people also

it cost me RM20

FML right =(

and i get all my cups myself

without depending on ANYONE

feel damn proud

i dont depend on guy to get coke bottle for me.. and i guess many girls do

maybe i am not attractive so no one wanna get for me

but anyway i got my own way to get almost whole set

just missed the charcoal

because i suppose to exchange my purple with one random girl

but damn it.. she used the bottle !!!

oKAY fine.. its still cool to have the remaining 5, purple, blue, lime, green and PINK

Blue > pink > purple >lime > green

dont really like the green one because mcd seems no money to give more green element in the green can ...

CON money!!!!

and i bought donut back ...

dont like to fight exam in hunger

because a hungry man is a angry man

and i will get crazy if i am stress and hungry

but donut kills stress, what kills fat?

okay never thought of this

so whats recently

nothing much only psychology psychology

biological and developmental

i hope i will pass la

ONLY hope will pass

pls pls god

pls pls

give me luck

i should just spend time studying instead of writing craps here right .. kakakaa

okay i am way too sleepy so finding way to get awake

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okay to the corner of jealousy to the world

hahahaa

i said in my facebook

君子之交淡如水，小人之交甜如蜜。。 =）thats what i think

maybe i am too cool to let things go slowly and just follow feelings

so i might lost things that i wanna

and might not leave good impression in others

but

dont judge me if u dont really know me

because i am muchmore cool that u can ever expect

i might not be the ideal person

but at the very least

i am myself..

i am jeanee, i own my own brand, and thats my core competencies

its rare, inimitable, unsubstituted

不完美的真实，自在就好 i might not be perfect, but i am sincere .. and i behave the way i am comfort with. =)

a friend of mine said.. i shall nto change myself to suit people

because i been working too hard and driving off the path where the original jeanee

but i guess that way of personal growth

time to figure out how to reposition myself =)

damn marketing right

random thing i learn in psychology

-steriod can enter our body easier than protein =)

-muscle will go off when u get old

concentration level :zero

2011-06-02T23:42:00.003+08:00

EH i really like my dp =)

do u like my background screen too?

anyway what i wanna share is more about random things

for example

why are we so frustrated? (only applicable for people that knows mandarin )

fan .. 烦 ... because we are 凡人。。 fan ren ...hahaha funny right.. suddenly thought of this today

and i think its so funny .. and i share with my friend..

and the response was like ..stare at me.. blink and say 'ok?'

ish

then i thought of another thing

what is A class place??

=) =) =)

a palace !!!!! A in place .. =)

hahaha okay u might say i am crazy ad。。。

maybe?

a friend of mine call me to study in library

but i say i cant go lib ..

why?

because i will get distracted

when i am alone i will get distracted with my own random thought.. sometimes i will randomly get high and singing alone.. .. YES

and what if i go library with lots people around me

i will be start wondering

'eh the girl so noisy' -- 'from what country' -- 'she dress like this?' --' haiz study at home la you so noisy' -- 'is she in my class'

'eh this guy quite cute geh ' -- 'which year a' ---' business student?' --' if he is engineering quite cute lo' -- 'is he younger than me?'

'eh i wanna on fb la' -- ' my monopoly calling me' -- ' cityville also' -- 'i am hungry ad'

'eh why this girl with this guy' -- ' are they together' -- ' maybe friend only' -- 'but why they like so close' --' cannot ahh'

conclusion, i just cant concentrate...

3 S - Sick, Stress, Scare

2011-06-01T16:15:00.004+08:00

lets not start with sad stuff
start with random pictures
=)
YES

its 31st yesterday

so i bought greentea icecream...

crazy righttttt =）

i feel so proud to buy a gallon of green T icecream =)

hope wont finish so soon

and i got dry ice

so just put in the coke glass

so awesome righttt =)

looks so so nice

damn like this picture

and kiasu me bought 2 box of korean noodles..

so i have like 40 packets in my room =)

korean Spree ....spreeee.....
and the instalgram is so so cool =)

..............................................................

its time to back to the ultimately sad topic

exam

yes

3 S- sick, scare, and stress

i am really good in being sick during exam,

and be scare and makes me so stress

thats the way huh?

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recently i read some random people's blog
and i realised that easily satisfy with what u got can make u a happier person
i might be better in everything as compare with that person but i am unhappy
ish
greedy me?
and that person just studying something so easy and still complainint its hard
and i am making my life hard by choosing wrong sub
but i wont give up
=)
and that person was like complaining about life and the improvement she made
i was like
ish its that what i achieved far far long ago?

few days ago i saw the cleaning maid in lift so i say hi

i always say hi to those workers.. because i guess a little smile can brighten their days

some really appreciate and this girl she just ignore me

i look at her. i was wondering.. she looks same age as me or maybe younger

but she is a maid and i am a tenant.

and i feel so complicated .. because i might be a lucky person

a lucky person that got my things all given by parent without worry about life

and yet loves to complain about life

this leads me to deep thoughts

but why am i not satisfy with life
i really wonder
kay maybe which day i will be happier by appreciating life and things i got

psychology

2011-05-31T18:05:00.003+08:00

Everytime people ask me "what u studying"

i will reply marketing and psychology

but ... actually i am taking Bachelor of Arts (Psychology)

and marketing is just something i take to major to ease my buriden

and i ask myself

do i really regret taking psychology?

hmm YES.. damn regret

because its really hard and this is the reason i need to extend like mad.

and this makes me looks stupid

sometimes i get crazy and say " anyhow i am a uni student... at the very least i am educated!"

but then when i will graduate

i should just study hard instead of crapping here

recently i revising about develomental and biological psychology

and its all about infrant and the development of human being

from cognitively, biologically , socially

and etc

this lead me to keep recall about what happening in the past

hows my personal growth

hows my developmental stages

anyway being the only child is not really good because i cant recall of any new infrant added into the family

its sad

because i dont even know whats the feelings of new family members to the family

i ask my friend " whats the feeling of when u know u have a new sister or brother"

but he ignore me .. maybe he thought that i amjust asking stupid question

but then i really wanna know

so as what i studied this few days

we are born with nature emotion which is happy and sad

and often anger..

guess what when baby cry.. actually they are angry.. because u are not satisfying thier need

ahhhh... !!! because they are not even sad .. dont know what is sad

and again i wonder what is sadness ..

when sadness seems to increase with age?

or we are making world complicated ...

the colour one are much nicer right

but then making ur life too colourful is not something good i guess

like make it like a graph 。。。ups and downs

no friend, no food, no fun

2011-05-30T13:19:00.005+08:00

yes i just found few apps damn useful from itunes.

and wasted whole night exploring new photo editing apps

and its so cool

go view my fb pic =) new pic =)

yeah

so examis really coming and serious battle starts now..

i limit myself to online.. like maybe every 3 hours can use for a while

if not i will be addicted

and i wannaa control my usage of facebook

i will not update status for 1 week. can i do it?

can i? =)

ahhh fight hard!!!!!!!!

and i feel so lazy recently dont feel like going out..

always dapao and eat at home.

will i really turn into a pig?

hopefully not

and maybe i will be either a zombie or pig

i choose zombie. because zombies are HOT!

or cold? hahahahaha sorry zombies are COOL! werewolves are hot!

and i am hungry.. any kind human wanna dapao for me?

starving =( no friend, no food, no fun AHHH!

here i show the ACTUAL colour..

maybe lighting.. and this picture without editing..

isit scary if i am really so fair? like snowWHITE??

hmmm !!!

Poh Dinner

2011-05-29T17:51:00.004+08:00

The Poh Family Gathering Dinner

we ate at Eastin =)

My mum and her cousins

and as u can see.. they looks quite alike.. same factory?

my mum pose and the other aunty is so alike

and its me =）

me me me me me me me me

i guess this is the only photo of me

so finals is really around the corner

and hows my preparation?

slack a bit study a bit

ahhh

just wanna pass

i feel so useless

but sorta hungry now

what shall i do huh?? eat? BLEK

emo again

2011-05-27T00:31:00.003+08:00

sometimes i am really really emo..

but now my emo reason seems changed.

last time i always emo for.. why this person like this

why this person like that

why people do behave in this way, whilst why others dont

recently, i just emo for why am i behaving in this way

and why am i not growing up

why am i behave just like a child

and its time to grow up

its to to learn about the world and its time for not giving a damn to things that might notmatters that much

for instance i realised peopleare so realistic

yes

relatives of mine portraite so realistic ways

and yes this is the time for me to grow up and just be recognisable

maybe which day people will treat me super nice because i have things that they are looking for

yesmaybe thats the way of life

in this complicated world

where is true love

where is the true heart where nothings matters

few days ago i read an article about marriage..

nowsadys people get married really late

'whats the reason that u marry?"

' because i think we suit each other in every status. compatible'

'because its time to get marry. i am not young'

'because he can provide what i always wanna'

'because he suits the characteristic i always looking for'

so wheres love?

i really wonder

but maybe this doesnt matter

and dont suit the trend

OKAY back to study as i wasted too much time talking craps here..

and its time to make a change for future...

FIGHT ON!!!! LOVE

stupidity thats what u call

2011-05-23T23:56:00.003+08:00

a friend of mine told me that 'my enermy 'post is so funny

hey please..

why would u perceive some disaster as comedy..

hmm fine..

so i am here to share one more random story from my high school

- i am an average student and lots teacher thinks that i am good and polite girl

because unfortunately i looks so innocent.. haha JKJK

but as u know ... when i am hyper i am really hyper.. and cant stop it

there was once i was laughing in my chemistry tuition centre

until my stomach pain and i was rolling on floor

NOT kidding

maybe i am just crazy

then i recall back whats the "keypoint" of my misbehave

its not really that funny

okay another incident

every monday we have assembly

and its super long .. mc + teacher of duty + sport department+ competition department+ ass 1 ... 2 ..headmaster+ THE "annoying" discipline teacher + headmaster

then sing national anthem + state anthem + school anthem (chinese song) =)

so i was talking to my friend while singing national anthem.. actually due to some reason, we dont need to sing it out because anyhow they will just play the cd.. and we just need to stand and enjoy the song

so i was laughing

so so so loud.. and so so so into it

and the ass headmaster pull me up the stage

and I STAND ON THE STAGE

next to the headmaster.. (CENTRE)

yes

on the stage ... and in front of about 3k people..

but i cant stop laughing...

then i start to worry ... and finally i calm down

anyway do u ever experience such scenario?

if yes ... give me 5... give me 10.. give u hug !!

if no.. argggg... u dont have a life!!!

okay share another funny thing that happen to me

actually i sort of like those hardware shop

for example ACE... even ACE i can shop like for hours

so i always play with those thingy

and a random fine day "can i write in chinese?" HAHHAA

就有一天，我心血来潮。。。

书包的扣扣坏了。。

我就想把他们粘起来。。身为一个乖巧听话的孩子。。

我不想惊动我爸爸。。就自己动手。。毕竟机会难得嘛

我很成功地完成了。。

可是我的手不小心占到万能胶

啊！！！怎么办呢。。我又不敢和爸爸妈妈讲。。

就自己去洗手咯。。。

guess what happen..

我两只手黏在一起。。开都开不了。。。

我真的很怕。。只好边哭边出去和父母说

黑心的他们一直笑。。然后还恐吓我。。说要用刀把我的手分开。。

最后我含着眼泪。。整晚都在用力把我的手分开。。。

上课之前。。我成功了。。

可是整张手都是白白的。。。胶片。。。

=（

the battle

2011-05-22T23:06:00.003+08:00

damn lame right =)

yes finals again!!!!

and i will not give up!

battle .. chiong ah

anyway i left with nothing

but a path to make a change

i cant lost the most important element of my life

i cant bare to failure

theres no way back

just way ahead!

STUDY HARD!!!

fight on!!!!

pray for me?

plsss plsss plssss

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okay .. actually not so determine..

hahaha jack sparrowwwww

must watch !!!

yes must watch

cant really get ticket!!!

but must watch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

who i hate

2011-05-21T21:36:00.004+08:00

this topic is super childish

about who i hate =)

yeah

lets start from kindergarden

in kindergarden as i remember i hate a guy call nicholas.. YES i hate this guy

he makes me thought that nicholas= dinasour

he is super super super naughty and big size

at least double of my size

and loves to bully EVERYONE

why i hate him?

because he hit my little cute last finger

yes

he hit it so damn hard and till now i still remember the hatred.

and sadly he sit beside me

and i always cry when he sit nearby me..

actually i cry when whoever guy sit next to me..

YES very lesbian right=)

then i hate my cousin, J

because she always bully me .. bynot letting me drink ribena and steal my milo??

and take my ribena bottle when she left hers in school

and i cried like mad

but i wonder why in the end

SHE WON!!

yes she won the ribena bottle !! ARGGGG!!

its super cute okay.. but i dont have picture...

if not u will jealous too ...

then to primary school

i hate my teachers..

because i am from some kind of chinese school

and u know they do cane people like mad

and i am victim of it

theres a teacher namely ms K..

yes she always cane be because i dont do my homework..

eh NOT i dont do my homework

its... i lost my buku latihan.. and i replace it with a new one

but crazy her want me to redo everything in the past

as a stupid and innocent student, i dint even think of borrowing from friend and just copy everything

okay stupid me.. so i dint do and she cane me like mad.. !!!

dont know what she use.. damn pain

okay continue to secondary

in secondary school i hate few people

-headmaster

-guru displine (head of displine)

-the bitch!! (my classmate aka prefect whore)

headmaster- this fella cane because i skip class on 30 Aug to make it a holiday .. as we know 21 aug is ... National day

and i went bali on 30 Aug

and he cane me for not being able to give a MC!!

gurudispline - mrT ... (he thought he very handsome .. hey pls..!!! )

and the BITCH .. once upon a time, i bring hp to school. my parent ask me to bring and whats ur fking problem ~!! yes then spot check.. as a classmate this bitch just help everyone to cover and ask me to take out my hp.. so i take it out .. YES only me.. that moment i almost feel like killing this bitch and my school quite small... so everyone know i am the unlucky one

and at that period.. i have fans from gangs.. and my dad quite fierce also..

so she feel so scare.. and kind of regret .. anyway dont wanna recall her bitchy look

so ... she took my phone to the headmaster

and need my dad come to school to collect it

so i call my dad.. and i lost my memory card

i wonder which idiot stole it

and i go to ask the head of displine..

but he was like "i trust my prefect without hearing my stories"

so my mum told her friend.. and her friend's dad is the director of school. so u know what happen

and this idoit teacher call me when i am holidaying in ... somewhere

and he was like ' why u make it a big deal. i shall call my lawyer.. ' WTFF rightt...

i guess thats all for my hate list.

now.. i hate nobody nobody but you =)

talking crap

2011-05-20T15:37:00.003+08:00

yes i wonder what my mind made of..

like super random

very random thing can come into my mind

and my dream

yes

last night is a long night

where i really dream super a lot

i dream an insane man broke into my house and stole all my greentea

and when he finish stoling.. he ask my parent go out and buy more greetea icecream

so i stay in my room to study.. but he ask me to keep my room door open

then randomly i saw a friend in my room.. so i wanna chitchat with her.. i close the door

then ... he run to my door and keep banging on my door

so i run into the toilet attach to my room and hide inside.. because its like more secure for being in 2 layer

that was first dream

and i continue another random dream at 11am..

i dream someone talking to me with weird words.. ya weird vocab that i dont even know

and i go google it..it really exist.. i mean the word.. that i dont even understand and suit perfectly into the situation

hmmm

and i always dream that i am not alone.. isit show that i am so lonely.. like i dream thats few jeanee in my dream

usually 4

in different pattern.. then i usually talk to them ..

its weird right..

so dont talk to me when i am sleeping.. i might reply in lala land language

and i do weird stuff sometimes... and very fierce if u woke me up

seriously crap..

pew

2011-05-18T21:29:00.001+08:00

something unique

2011-05-17T22:40:00.005+08:00

kay .. i will just continue my story here

dont wanna bitch about my life

and YES again i have sucks group member

but i dont wanna think ab it

PEW

WWWW

what matters

2011-05-15T10:38:00.004+08:00

Recently i seems love to watch those inspiring videos and movie

that will lead me into deep thought and start to think about life

start to think what i really want

and realised that what my priority really change from time to time

i start my yoga class since this semester.. althought i am not really a good student, i do skip class sometimes but i really enjoy the class. although no one really talk to me .

but i guess thats the time to be quiet and concentrate =)

the yoga instructor always mention about stress, family , hatred and so on

and i realised that i dont hate my lec, i dont hate my friends, i dont hate my parents ..

maybe i reach a point not to blame others but put all the blame to myself

and wanna be a better me

because i think i am really not good enough

or i am just below average.. HEY this is not an emo thought but

i just wanna be better

and do stuff that really matters with a good outcomes

u know life is so much easier if u put all the blame to others

for example,

if ur assignment did badly u can just 'ah she dint do her work. thats why la !! aiya!!!'

if u fall down , u might just ' stupid xyz simply throw stuff .. make me fall down !^&*()'

if u 'property' missing, probably just 'THE　maid stole it.. fufu!!'

yes blaming others might make ur life easier , but at the same time just makes u a piece of blaming shit... and i dont wanna be in this way =) yes i must change

but i reach to a point to realise everything is not good enough

for exmaple, i felt so depress for my presentation althought its not my fault

i just feel the imperfection somewhere

and feeling complicated instead of emo

and start to think about 'i can do better in future'

weird huh? last time i dont even spend time thinking stuff like this

i might be just ' ah FINISHH！and enjoy life.. movie movie!!'

now start to think too much about life

ISH

yesterday i watch 2 video about ' what gives u confident' ' whats the best gift'

well.. 'whats gives u confident’

- beauty ?

- knowledge?

- recognisation from others

- support of love one

- knowing that someone will back u up when u fall

Whats the best gift?

- money?

- food?

- shelter?

i think HOPE is the best answer for this 2 questions...

by having a hope, u have confident

and people that provide u a hope is the best gift

do u agree?

anywayjust wanna be someone with hope

and hopefully i wont be a hopeless person

so pls take a smile before u go =）

no title

2011-05-14T15:07:00.004+08:00

yes bought this blue can

and i really want the black one but too bad some unkind people dont wanna trade with me arggg

arggg

argggg

u know people do change from times to times

other than being uglier, fatter

sometimes we might be more quiet

and i realised i do change a lot

last time i always hate people around me

for exmaple, hate my lec, hate my classnmate, hate my roomate, hate my friends, hate random girl, hate this girl , hate that guy

and now

i seems dint think too much about it

maybe this is what we call as personal growth

anyway am i stupid?

i paste this on my laptop

to avoid get hack? while i am changing?

hahahah

and to advoid my mouse area get dirty..

hmmm

and bought this slipper

quite rare that eventually i bought something in this colour

but its damn cute and comfortable

cant imagine =(

too bad my dear pink slipper cant wear out

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women loves to talk about thier incredibleness nonsense's six sense..

me too

sometimes we just know something will happen

something might occur

and u just have the feeling what is happening

but acting blurr

what u call it?

smart?

my tiny world

2011-05-07T15:46:00.005+08:00

So whats up recently?

been busy with assignment and JUST BUSY!!!
and still emo sometimes but improving and
my emo reason is different
and now is much more about anger
and stress
and i guess i am still growing up
at least i dont behave like i was before this
=)
and to whoever who might concern
dont act like a bitch because u are not as smart as blaire and as hot as serena
so u are not qualify to act like one of them
gossip girls huh? =) NOT qualify!!!

so i gonna share some random pictures of what i done lately
=) just pure random lifeless picture..
not about "NICE food" (i eat everyday la okay.. no biggie) , not about fashion (hey please why are u gonna show everyone what u bought? ). HAHA what a crap
=)
okay just about me and my tiny little world..

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here i go

First of all, i bought a new laptop... thats the picture of my new lappie

white!! yes very rare that i buy something in WHITE

and i got this new cup.. LOVE it so so so much !!!

yes coke can glass from mcD i gonna collect ALL! yes all

=) excited !!

and one of my proud 'hardwork' my jrn assignment.. i do this infograph

really love it so so so much

because i tried so hard

hopepully i can get a C or D for this subject

not too high expectation

and i think my pictures damn nice =)

YES our hostel looks nice

My sem break- a bit different from previous

2011-05-06T16:02:00.001+08:00

Ya i bought a new bowl again ...

from ayeh hitam

factory of those clay thingy

and limited edition chocolate from my cousin =)

it melt easily so i dint bring it back to sunway =(

sad right

cant wait to taste it soon?

yes but i bought lots different flavour of kitkat !

and sticky handmade candy 'pray for Japan'

i guess people like U wont even care what is charity =)

but i am different so yeah !

damn cute right..

My sem break- Animal

2011-05-02T19:47:00.004+08:00

went back home last wed..

and guess whats waiting for me at home

YES....

my parent put this on top of the fridge..

what the hell right???

YES i am totally shock

and was like it looks scary

and its real !!!

whats that??

and they were like .. we got another one.. from friend...

yes... this 'cat'

i feel the pain...

how can someone eventually do this???

so my dad bought me to this person's house...

and i was really impress

bomba's hostel .. and this guy caught all this weird animals

SERIOUSLY WHATSＴＨＡＴ！！！！！

whats that!!!!

OMG!!!

crocodile head.. and fish tail??

scary looking

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and he is the owner of all this

omg

mr bomba..

whats ur job actually?

catch weird animal and rescue people from flood?

what about fire?

isnt u all fire fighter??

and he kept this animal at home.. yes this bird its real

and this bird help his wife to cook too...

OMGＷＨＡＴＴＨＥＨＥＬＬ！！！！

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my mum knew that i am such a 38 girl that takes lots lots picture of weird stuff

and she kept this fly for me

BLUE fly!!!!!

my princess dream

2011-04-28T02:07:00.008+08:00

yes the whole world know the prince is getting married

and the girl will be queen in future..

as a despo girl.. i feel sad..

LOL actually not really

but its like a fairy tale

cinderella get to marry the prince

i never dream to marry a prince.. seriously

i wonder why

maybe i am born in a country namely malaysia

and the prince dint seems to be someone that great

because we have lots lots prince

and even u become the king aka sultan.. u are still not the main king in malaysia aka agong

and ur hubby .. can get 4 wifes..

this is sad..

so marry a prince never be my dream

because i know i cant make it when i love to eat bakkutteh so so much

(SELF COMFORT)

so here i post some pictures of me acting princess...

wakkakaa

and the cinderella story is so fake

why would it be so fake?

because as we know... cinderella was so poor and she dont even have a proper dress for the prince ball

so fairy godmother appear and gave her everything

and a pumpkin car (yes my favourite pumpkin car)

and warn her that everything will turn into nothing at 12am

so cinderella have an wonderful night wooING the prince

with all her bitchy seducing power

and its turning 12and she need to leave

but the so fake part came

which is.. she left her glass shoe

and the prince use this glass shoe to track her down

this is so fake because arent the glass shoe also part of the magic?

wont it turn into nothing after 12am?

what happen to the glass shoe?

not logic right

so fairy tales dont exist !!! =)

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its sem break but dont really feel the break as there arelots of assignments waiting for me

thats bad right

and as usuall life is stressful

and lots people are emo

i wonder ... emo spree???

anyway i read some quote and its quite meaningful

'dont be sad or emo because its not your lost.. its the guy's lost.. WHY? because he lost a girl that sincerely love him for being an asshole'

make sense??

so my fellow emo friend...

ya move on move on and we fight together kay

u will never be alone in the battle street..

because i will fight together with u

hahaha

how sweet rightt

=）

another quote..

if u saw ur ex holding some other girl's hand

dont be sad..

because

自小我們的媽媽就教我們要把旧玩具，捐贈給比自己更不幸的人。。。

Yes ...

its time to sleep .. Nights ..

anyway do i have the soon to be princess look? hahaha

more pictures will be coming soon on cruelty =)

KAKAKA

April Dont end so Soon

2011-04-17T22:29:00.006+08:00

Ｐity dog...

－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－

-watch RIO-

and got free voucher for popcorn ...

so we bought 3 big popcorns, 3 large drink, 2 regular drink, and 4 piece of chicken

to watch RIO！！！

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i went show luo (罗志祥）concert

and the most awesome part is....

its freee!!!

can u see?? ROW Ａ!! yes we got it freeee

freeee

freee

freeee

freeeeeeee

and the best part of the show

is the lighting??

LOL

because i think my friend can dance better than him

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anyway April pls dont end so soon

because May is the month all assignment due

and final seems so soon

this is bad!!!

time pass too fasttt

bored

2011-04-13T16:26:00.005+08:00

pizza

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salad

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and the awesome pasta.. aww... hungry =(

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whats ur relationship?

complicated?

LOL

why world seems getting more and more complicated

in olden days, love seems so simple..

just match ... or just blind dating

then get married
or without knowing who is that then get married..

with kids

only build that so call love

better than now

chingmingggggggg

2011-04-08T12:47:00.005+08:00

yo its chingming again....

went back hometown to pray my ancestor aka ahgong

someone that i never ever met in real life

anyway i guess he is some kind of mafia downthere...

u might ask why...

YES... ULTIMATE fire crackers

we make it like one big round..

seriously one big round around the grave...

and burn lots of 'money'

and car

and throw this .. what u call 'COINS' for other passer by??/

i am not so sure about it

and put fireworks

burningggggg

yo.. thats the result... !!!!!!!!!

prove that my ah gong might be mafia gang right??

hahahahahaa

usually those mafia will put really a lot firecrackers during their festival

me and my lovely parent
and mum pack all these food for me

so i wont miss home so much while in sunway

awww... so touch ... crabs, pork, chicken, sotong, scallop

LOVE LOVE LOVE

new world

2011-03-29T19:04:00.004+08:00

as times goes by people really do change u know

maybe this is what we call personal growth

but sometimes people do change for circumstances

for things that happen around them

recently i had been wondering about life

how life gonna be

what i want my life to

obviously its really related to my life right now

this seems not something i wanted

this seems something with no ending

or this seems to be something i dont demanded in future

or maybe i have higher expectation for future

but when would i start to really MOVE on

and lead to the path that i really want in future

when i was a little girl

i seems have a small planning for myself

i wanna be successful

independent

financially, mentally, and everything independent

so i tell myself' jeanee jeanee u must really work hard. so no one would look down on u'

so i always give myself stresss

yes i am such stressful person

i almost commit suicide for studies

in mufy

yes mufy

i almost jump down from building

but i am too scared to do so

yes

thats my low part of life

cultural shock and evetyhing

make me really cant adapt to the new environment

after being here, enjoying my student life

finally i am so adapt

and its time to really study hard

and make a change for my futuree

- NEED TO GRAD

- FIND A JOB

- MARRY A MAN(obviously not women for my case)

- BABY (how many baby u want)

- SEND BABY TO SCHOOL

YES .... thats so call life

but this week some thought hit my mind

MARRY A MAN

i was chatting about the ' marry who' 'who is mr right' topic

2 friends of mine said like

"i wanna marry rich man"-- hmm i guess most girls wanna marry rich man

"i dont mind rich, old man"-- erm okay old man is cool also

"i dont mind rich, old , married man"-- hmmm whats wrong with girls nowsaday

"i dont mind rich, old, married man , and dont mind be the third party"-- hmmm whats wrong seriously... the world had change

why all this dont seems to be a problem? or this is something everyone is adapting

i really wonder

those 2 friend of mine are in the same uni as me

yes same uni

i wonder what happen nowsaday, although we are not from royal family and dont have a billionaire dad

but i guess those people from my uni are NOT poor at all

imagine this is what happening in my social context

i wonder hows those uneducated and poor girl...

whats in thier thought??

girlss .. girlsss.. is money really matters??

maybe yes ... =(

BABY

a random chat betwen me and my friend

my friend ask me how many do u wanna have in future

i am like 2? or maybe 3

depends on the gender

if one male one female .. then i might go for the third one

if 2 male or 2 female.. i will not attempt the third one

because 2 is just nice, and 3 is damn annoying for same gender...

and my friend was like ' i think we need backup..'

me: "what?? backup? for what?"

her:" what if ur son is a homosexual.. then u need an extra"

i total speechless.. do we really need to have this risk planning

erm well for me, i am okay if my child really choose to be homosexual

okay again.. what happen to the world?? are we improving?

are we really move forward in thoughts?

kay its time for u to think ab it.. =)

proudNYA

2011-03-25T14:52:00.003+08:00

well, this is a sort of promoting myself post
i feel so proud this week

great acheivement.. LOL

created a site =) for Bandar Sunway for assignment (click here to check it out)
uploaded a video in youtube
created whole tab thingy and background
fix a cupboard

ya thats all

i feel so useful

hereby i share some taxi's picture

2011-03-23T16:52:00.003+08:00

View sunway in a larger map

Yes u must see my hardwork...

erm thats another better version but i deleted with the small small orange bus around.. maybe i shall create a special one

as usual... dont feel right

and just wonder what thehell is it right now

but dont care

just wanna finish my semester with OKAY result..

thats my very basic responsibility

so yeah

hows day

okay not too bad..

went to lunch box for meal

and come back edit my google map

and went to bed suppose to sleep but then get disturb by some bad kid

and back here lifeless and post my blog post

wanted to take picture of the taxi ..

but then i wonder this picture still can use mou?

Facebook spree

2011-03-21T23:47:00.004+08:00

dota have this word call ' killing spree' right

so i am having this so call facebook spreee

yes yes yes.. keep spamming with chloe..

i guess we spam more than hundreds of comments..

or maybe more

get a life!

but whats life

my day / so call life :

9.30am facebook

10.00am brush teeth

10.10 facebook while eating breakfast,

11-12 go class,

12 lunch,

1pm -5pmfacebook,

5-7pm drama,

7-8pm facebook,

8.30 dinner,

9-1am facebook

how lifeless am i... but so lifefull in facebook

i spend my days in facebook more than anything else

thats pathetic

anyway today journalism lec taught us how to create a twitter acc, foursquare, and also twitpic

which will lead us to more LIFELESS world?

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闷啦。。感觉感觉？

心情就像天气。。闷闷的，有点想下雨

就是很乱的那种

真的很乱

心跳是怎么一回事。。。我似乎忘了

对拉。。新的领悟 ‘出色的人想低调，平凡的人想高调’

那你呢？

你是否很高调地对世人公布自己所有的所有？

说实在我厌倦了。。

只想简简单单地度过

老了啊！

对于像高调但不达标的人只想说‘哈哈哈。。你的努力很搞笑‘

mood right now

2011-03-20T00:05:00.002+08:00

recently in emo mood.. i wonder because its pms or any other reason

just get freakout and angry easily

maybe its because thats assignment and i am not doing at all

thats why i make myself emo .. and then stress out

anyway i will do it tomorrow..

i promise

so yeah back to my believe in world end?

as in something will happen in 2012..

so whats it？

a friend of mine believe things will happen in 2012 is ....

- sunway rental increase as usual

- monash more student

- monash less parking

- more traffic jam

and i do believe something as in big natural disaster will happen

favourite disaster movie

-armagadon

-independence day

-2012

-the battle of LA

=) yeah just watch the battle of LA　not vert long ago

and its not too bad

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what friend means ?

means ... even u have super ugly photo u will upload also...

went pasar malam with nadia ...

so excited because this is my first time to pasar malam

and i bought a lot food =)

although i am sorta broke this month

but then i love shopping

even shop inpasarmalam

will satisfy my buying hunger

so here it goes

i bought this green tea and pandan jelly cake

special banana

greentea freak

2011-03-17T00:40:00.004+08:00

Pray for Japan ..

by eating more japanese food

anyway i guess those who read my blog knows that i really loved greentea thingy a lot

like crazily in love with greentea and this is my favourite chocolate =)

u should really try ... its so awesome =)

imagine i bought 10 boxes and store it..

and this is the last box.. and gonna restock soon

every wed its PINK day where we can get free one scoop from baskinrobbin

and their greentea icecream is damn cool too =)

i loves it so much .. but i cant have it today because PMS

damn !!! and my evil .. friend.......... eating infront of me !!!!

and make those enjoyable sound .. like mmmm.... ymmmm....

damn u !!!　i am so gonna eat next week！！！

and not to forget GREENtea.. as in original green tea (HOT)

took this picture in pasta zenmai with nadia..

as u know .. we are only allowed to order pet pot instead of perhead..

so yeah

green tea rocks

GreenTEa rocks

really wanna try them all

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kay back to the normal life normal crap

as i posted earlier i bought a yellow raincoat right

and the next day

it rained .. and i have the great opportunity to use it

awesome right

and i am sort of regret

because i looks like a cartoon character in yellow raincoat

so not hot!!!

imagine wearing heels, dress, cartigan .. and a YELLOW raincoat outside .. running cross the road...

random jeanee random day

2011-03-14T23:43:00.004+08:00

thats my room ' study' corner....

looks like pasar malam??

yes i just love to paste stuff on wall

and those pictures are moments that i really treasure...

and more to come

for those who wanna date me

=) here i attach my timetable..

so u know what to do right

but u know .. i am not always free

LOL
went shopping today with nadia and it was really damn damn random

as i bought some random stuff too

- a cute HIPPO from guardian ... 14.90 cute and cheap .. heartsssss... my valentines gift for myself.. YES... its white valentines right.. i even askＳＯＭＥＯＮＥ　yes someone to pay it .. as i choose it and that person can give me as gift.. but sadly itu orang dont want.. NEVERmind... puffff..... i love u hipo .. welcome to my random family

- a 'cup?' for my japanese steam egg .. what u call it again??? i guess it would be nice ... cant wait for my steam egg

- and a bowl =) black bowl awesome righttrtttttttttttttttt

i like it realy much...

so i could take my salmon don.. or whatever don on this bowl.. u might say ' pantern banyak banyak' ... erm yes.. i got more than 4 bowls for different purpose in my 'hostel'

- yes raincoat and its yellow... so u might have the opportunity to see me wearing this YELLOW raincoat while walking back from monash.. =( i walk back under rain today so i decided to buy a raincoat instead to act cute.. yes i know this answer would satisfy u all. hahahhahaaaa YES to act cute.... =) ..... actually i bought this is because umbrella is too heavy and i think raincoat would be cool enough.. agree?
- yes yes.. i bought a yoga mat... its really cheap... and someone suggested that i should buy the nike one??? hmmm if i am pro enough or i am dedicated enough for yoga i might consider to buy a 'proper' mat... =) cant wait for first yoga class soon... dont tell my mum okay??? she was an aerobic teacher and always force me some yoga stunt.. but i always ignore her... =(

-and LASTLY , i bought lasenza.. as usual la.. u might say so.. and i am so not gonna renew my lasenza card (dont ask why... ) =) i dont wanna sounds like or looks like a girl that buy lingerie everyday =) and i am not super VIP

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random corner again...

i think zenmai should offer me a super VIP card...

or if zenmai have the point system.. i might get a lot free cash voucher...

not kidding =)

do u all really believe in 2012

2011-03-12T10:04:00.008+08:00

Poor thing...

japan strike by earth quake and also tsunami
this is really sad..
and this lead me to believe 2012 even more
do u view those pictures where the road crack and this and that
this is really bad u know？
this makes me really scare like
what happen if the world just goes off
scaryyyy
what if the doom day is soon?

and stupid me even dream about tsunami happening here ...

kay think too much maybe

but then hey people out there

can u all pls once believe that natural disaster is not an impossible incident happening in our country???

stop thinking our country is at the safe zone..

and off from those earth quake, tsunami, and . . .

not trying to act kind and loving
but then usually my wishes was
- graduate from uni as soon as possible
-everyone around me happy, parent healthy wealthy =)
- world peace..
yeah thats my top 3 wishes

SEEE SEEE ... i am not desperate
my wishes is not to get a bf or marry a rich man ... LOL
anyway god pls save the world kay?
i promise to be a good person

"Heal the World "
plsss
=(

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random thoughts here

- a friend of mine told me ' you are pretty too but ... u are a SPOILED KID' ... arggg hey plsss plsss plsss i am not a spoiled kid... i am just a normal a bit spoiled but then still 70% good kid =)

- u know the mechanical pencil lead? in standard 3, i bought like 25 box of pencil lead to exchange for some pilot mechanical pencil event. and my mum was like ' hey spoiled brat, do u think u wont be finish using this pencil lead untill u enter uni?' ------- well well , i am still using in.. cant finish though =)

2011-03-10T15:34:00.003+08:00

whats bad in thought?

well well welll

this week seems okay to me

as i am sorta busy doing homework KAKKAA

yes HOMEWORK

i do mean ...

cant imagine i am doing management homework and also my own marketing homework

anyhow ...

yest we just fix the Uni-fi in our unit

thats so so cool

as i downloaded more than 2 season of CSI:Miami and also gossip girls, and 5 movies

yes i am crazy

and i went for chloe's convocation

i am really happy for her to graduate

and whens mine????

suddenly i aware that

its so fun to graduate with ur bestie

but then

too bad jeanee dint study hard

thats why cant make it to grade with any of my friendss??

so yeah whats up ??

i would like to complain that the stupid lunch box

increase thier price

DAMNNNNNN!!!!!!!

but i am still having lunch box as thier food are really nice =)

accept it my friend !!! its really nice

random talk here..

my mum ask me why u dont like xxx?

because he owe me money and he is just like dan (gossip girls)

yeah he is just annoying like dan !!!

phzzzzzzzzzzz

picturesss

2011-03-06T11:14:00.006+08:00

saw this sign in sunway pyramid

yeah vintage for the WIn

so u could see

just random pictures here

thats what i see in my life

what i think is interesting

might not interest u

but then thats me